SO I'm at work right now, but me and Daniel, my boss, have already finished setting everything up for the day. Well, at least in the next few hours. The student union has a lot more that goes on during the day than at the Broyhill. It's pretty crazy to look at the event sheet down here. (down because the Broyhill, my other and primary place of work, is the highest place on campus. You. Can get a real workout walking up that hill. It is ALL incline.
Anyway, the reason I decided to blog...well the real reason is because I'm pretty bored right now. There isn't much to do, and Jackie, to my knowledge, is still asleep. I would text her, but I am nervous about waking her up. She needs her sleep. Especially for today which is going to be very stressful. I am actually a little stressed right now as well. I don't want my principles of accounting test back... It makes me super nervous. I already know I need to focus more on that class than I have been. I don't need to see my sadness. I'm scared.
UPDATE: I got back my test and released a huge sigh. I got a 91. My friend Jay beat me by one damn point. Congratulations Jay!
On a final note, the reason I am son cool is because I am doing this on my iTouch. While walking. I'm so cool.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Long week and it's only Wednesday
This week has been an extremely long one. Especially if you toss in Saturday and Sunday, which is where something that have been a problem this week have started.
Last Saturday, while at work, I did a blog post about a friend of mine as well as some feelings about Jackie. My friend, Megan, read that blog when she was done with the event and since then we have been having some difficulties. Jackie has talked a little bit about it in her last two post as it now deals with her too. Last night it got worse and now Megan is not talking to me at all. Megan saw Jackie's blog post that Jackie wrote on her blog about her attempts to help the situation. She was angry that I had talked to Jackie about what was going on. I talk to the people I care about with issues that I am having. I care about Jackie a great deal, I talk to her about pretty much everything. I know Jackie cares for me a great deal, so not only will she want to help me and try to do her best in that aspect, but she isn't going to use anything that I tell her in a diabolical way. What I told her also wasn't personal. I wouldn't talk about Megan's secrets. The few I may know.But this situation with Megan was one that had me quite worried, so I told Jackie. I do not apologize for that. But Megan, I think you are being a little silly.
On other notes, this week sucks in other ways as well. I have bed times now. It is something that I have needed for a very long time. Without them I will stay up to all hours of the night. The only reason I am actually following them now is I have someone who enforces them. Which is awesome and sucks at the same time. I think eventually they may be all awesome, because I will actually be getting a decent amount of sleep, but this week has been so busy that because of my bedtimes my time talking to Jackie has been a good bit limited. Even now (yes I know it is Wednesday), after I am done with most of my immediate work and am in a lull, it's hard because the week (and now more) is super busy for Jackie as well.
It's okay though. because if we can survive the semester, and I one of my two summer sessions, I plan on going to visit her. It will be the first time I have ever taken a vacation by myself, flown by myself, and paid for an entire trip myself. I really think that it has a high probability of happening. She feels her parents will be okay with it, and even though mine aren't really necessary, I feel my mother would be on board once I explain everything. I'm sure once everything gets solidified and it gets closer I'll stat to get extremely nervous, as this will be the first time I have spent anytime with Jackie for more than 30 minutes. In person at least. So fingers crossed for no crazy expenses and plane rides in the summer.
Housekeeping! I work twice this weekend (counting Friday night) I work Friday night, until sometime, and then again Friday morning at 6. BUT at least I then have the rest of the weekend and don't work again until Tuesday. I've been watching this show called Samurai Champloo which is quite good. Also, I'm hungry. That is all.
Last Saturday, while at work, I did a blog post about a friend of mine as well as some feelings about Jackie. My friend, Megan, read that blog when she was done with the event and since then we have been having some difficulties. Jackie has talked a little bit about it in her last two post as it now deals with her too. Last night it got worse and now Megan is not talking to me at all. Megan saw Jackie's blog post that Jackie wrote on her blog about her attempts to help the situation. She was angry that I had talked to Jackie about what was going on. I talk to the people I care about with issues that I am having. I care about Jackie a great deal, I talk to her about pretty much everything. I know Jackie cares for me a great deal, so not only will she want to help me and try to do her best in that aspect, but she isn't going to use anything that I tell her in a diabolical way. What I told her also wasn't personal. I wouldn't talk about Megan's secrets. The few I may know.But this situation with Megan was one that had me quite worried, so I told Jackie. I do not apologize for that. But Megan, I think you are being a little silly.
On other notes, this week sucks in other ways as well. I have bed times now. It is something that I have needed for a very long time. Without them I will stay up to all hours of the night. The only reason I am actually following them now is I have someone who enforces them. Which is awesome and sucks at the same time. I think eventually they may be all awesome, because I will actually be getting a decent amount of sleep, but this week has been so busy that because of my bedtimes my time talking to Jackie has been a good bit limited. Even now (yes I know it is Wednesday), after I am done with most of my immediate work and am in a lull, it's hard because the week (and now more) is super busy for Jackie as well.
It's okay though. because if we can survive the semester, and I one of my two summer sessions, I plan on going to visit her. It will be the first time I have ever taken a vacation by myself, flown by myself, and paid for an entire trip myself. I really think that it has a high probability of happening. She feels her parents will be okay with it, and even though mine aren't really necessary, I feel my mother would be on board once I explain everything. I'm sure once everything gets solidified and it gets closer I'll stat to get extremely nervous, as this will be the first time I have spent anytime with Jackie for more than 30 minutes. In person at least. So fingers crossed for no crazy expenses and plane rides in the summer.
Housekeeping! I work twice this weekend (counting Friday night) I work Friday night, until sometime, and then again Friday morning at 6. BUT at least I then have the rest of the weekend and don't work again until Tuesday. I've been watching this show called Samurai Champloo which is quite good. Also, I'm hungry. That is all.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Mego is Dying in the Redneck Wilderness: a Story of Survival
So, Megan is in Mount Airy today celebrating her fathers birthday. She has been sending me distress texts all day. She is on the very edge of the imaginary cliff. I have tried to help her; she needs to acclimate in order to survive. She needs to take some of that super redneck beer that they have lying around, down a few bottles, and become one of them. It is in her blood. She can do it. She has it in her. The problem, however, is that she is not taking any of the very excellent advice that I am giving her. She is instead sitting all by her lonesome and trying to not be noticed by being quiet. This plan has a high probability of failing. Once she is noticed and brought into the part by the crazy rednecks, there is nothing that she can do in order to blend back into her hiding place! UPDATE: Megan is drinking Natty Light. She may make it after all. The blending has begun. SECOND UPDATE: Scarves are now the topic of conversation, Megan and her hipster self has something that she is an expert on. She may be okay. She may make it. Small victories as she says.
On a different note, that first part only came about because I didn't know what to title this blog. I don't really even know what I want to write about. I just know that I wanted to do one. I am sitting in the back office of my workplace, all by myself. It's sad, because someone does have to be here at almost all times, and i wasn't going to make Casey or Kristin, my two coworkers for the day, sit back her all by themselves. I would feel bad pushing this solitude on someone else, especially a girl. Though that is from my silly personality. Plus this event I am working is a primarily all male event. Despite the fact that everyone here is probably an upstanding person who would never do anything, you just don't want to ever take that chance. Especially when the entire building is unlocked. Anyone could wander in here right now. So yeah, safety.
On a different different note, life is pretty good right now. I might even go as far as to say fantastic. There are a lot of stressful events that are going on around me, with all of my classes having as many exams as possible in a very short amount of time, and school work in general is starting to come up, and while all that is happening work is finally starting to go into full swing. Despite all that I am happy. I've been kinda happy for the past year and months and such, since my big downfall into sadness, caused by an evil girl. But mostly I have been angry and sad. No longer is that the case. And the best part is that it isn't ALL because of a different girl. Over the Christmas holiday, I figured out a few different things. I can't really place when it happened or anything that may have been a catalyst, but i have leg go of the past. It's a relief really. The new year started with me not hating the world for being a terrible place. I wasn't as angry and actually happy.
Of course, that alone couldn't put me at the level that I am currently. There is a girl. Not a new one really, she has been around for a very long time. 4 yearsish? The details get fuzzy with my strange High School experience, but I have known her for ages. Over the past year, we have had a lot of ups and downs in our relationship. The last down was a time in which we didn't talk for a few months really, because of me and a decision I made. Now, however, we have entered into a kind of friendationship. We talk often and both share a complex array of emotions and feelings towards each other. The biggest problem we have is the 712 miles between us. And for that reason we are not currently pursing any kind of legitimate relationship, at the moment. We both just look at the unknown future and think that it may one day become possible. Honestly, this wording is a bit of a downplay. We both would really like the opportunity to see what would happen. I feel that it could quite possibly work out very very well. I am planning on attempting to visit her this summer. It is starting to look more and more like a reality. If I can get the money to take a trip up there I would be extremely happy. It would be nice to see her in person for more than the 30 minutes I saw her once on a trip back from visiting family.
Alright, some quick house keeping. If you don't listen to We're Alive, the Zombie podcast of Survival, you need to. It is an amazing radio drama that has captured my attention like no other zombie story ever has. It is amazing and everyone should give it a shot. The first few episodes are a LITTLE shotty, but it quickly gets it's legs and explodes into an amazing story and piece of art. I destroyed my Tax test. It's awesome, I feel I really understand that stuff. Uh, I think that may be it...Yeah. I need to get a sign off thing. Because this stuff is not covering it.
On a different note, that first part only came about because I didn't know what to title this blog. I don't really even know what I want to write about. I just know that I wanted to do one. I am sitting in the back office of my workplace, all by myself. It's sad, because someone does have to be here at almost all times, and i wasn't going to make Casey or Kristin, my two coworkers for the day, sit back her all by themselves. I would feel bad pushing this solitude on someone else, especially a girl. Though that is from my silly personality. Plus this event I am working is a primarily all male event. Despite the fact that everyone here is probably an upstanding person who would never do anything, you just don't want to ever take that chance. Especially when the entire building is unlocked. Anyone could wander in here right now. So yeah, safety.
On a different different note, life is pretty good right now. I might even go as far as to say fantastic. There are a lot of stressful events that are going on around me, with all of my classes having as many exams as possible in a very short amount of time, and school work in general is starting to come up, and while all that is happening work is finally starting to go into full swing. Despite all that I am happy. I've been kinda happy for the past year and months and such, since my big downfall into sadness, caused by an evil girl. But mostly I have been angry and sad. No longer is that the case. And the best part is that it isn't ALL because of a different girl. Over the Christmas holiday, I figured out a few different things. I can't really place when it happened or anything that may have been a catalyst, but i have leg go of the past. It's a relief really. The new year started with me not hating the world for being a terrible place. I wasn't as angry and actually happy.
Of course, that alone couldn't put me at the level that I am currently. There is a girl. Not a new one really, she has been around for a very long time. 4 yearsish? The details get fuzzy with my strange High School experience, but I have known her for ages. Over the past year, we have had a lot of ups and downs in our relationship. The last down was a time in which we didn't talk for a few months really, because of me and a decision I made. Now, however, we have entered into a kind of friendationship. We talk often and both share a complex array of emotions and feelings towards each other. The biggest problem we have is the 712 miles between us. And for that reason we are not currently pursing any kind of legitimate relationship, at the moment. We both just look at the unknown future and think that it may one day become possible. Honestly, this wording is a bit of a downplay. We both would really like the opportunity to see what would happen. I feel that it could quite possibly work out very very well. I am planning on attempting to visit her this summer. It is starting to look more and more like a reality. If I can get the money to take a trip up there I would be extremely happy. It would be nice to see her in person for more than the 30 minutes I saw her once on a trip back from visiting family.
Alright, some quick house keeping. If you don't listen to We're Alive, the Zombie podcast of Survival, you need to. It is an amazing radio drama that has captured my attention like no other zombie story ever has. It is amazing and everyone should give it a shot. The first few episodes are a LITTLE shotty, but it quickly gets it's legs and explodes into an amazing story and piece of art. I destroyed my Tax test. It's awesome, I feel I really understand that stuff. Uh, I think that may be it...Yeah. I need to get a sign off thing. Because this stuff is not covering it.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Fhursday
What a week. It's has been the longest one I've had in awhile. Between working late on Tuesday night, to two test that I had on Wednesday this week as been quite stressful. I'm so glad that it is almost over. It feels like it is a Friday to me. Which makes the fact that it is only Thursday extremely depressing. This weekend is hopefully going to be enjoyable, though I have work on Saturday now from 4 to 12. I am making bank this week. However, I have another test next Tuesday, and I work Monday night. The universe is against me at the moment it seems.
On a super positive note, I have started talking to Jacquelynn again. It has been quite enjoyable and relaxing. He birthday was this week. I was a little late getting her gift to her, but I think she enjoyed it. She likes Owls. And letters. I'm planning on talking to her later tonight and I'm looking forward to it.
The Binding of Isaac. Great game. Go play and buy it now. It is amazing. Super fun and addicting. In fact, I am playing it right now.
On a super positive note, I have started talking to Jacquelynn again. It has been quite enjoyable and relaxing. He birthday was this week. I was a little late getting her gift to her, but I think she enjoyed it. She likes Owls. And letters. I'm planning on talking to her later tonight and I'm looking forward to it.
The Binding of Isaac. Great game. Go play and buy it now. It is amazing. Super fun and addicting. In fact, I am playing it right now.
Friday, February 10, 2012
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Library Woes: Day 2
I'm back in the library again. This time with Jay, my accounting counterpart. We wanted to do some studying for our exam in CIS 2050 tomorrow. I don't feel as if we really studied at all. We went through most of the study guide. The problem is that the study guide is pretty terrible. It is a straight copy of multiple choice questions with the answers take out. So many question are impossible to answer. Such as, "Which of the following is not true?". What? How would I use that to study. It gives me absolutely nothing to go on. There are some that at least give me something, asking which are not aspects of information systems. Still terrible, but at least something.
But I have a good amount of time tomorrow to study, and I don't really feel motivated today, so it is no problem. Jay has decided to call in his meal that I owe him. The cheap bastard. He doesn't recall the time that I bought Jimmy John's for everyone last semester. It's not actually a big deal, he is just shoulder surfing and compromising my security as I type. I should know better, we were just "studying" about that very thing. He has gotten me plenty of times before, though i have paid most of them back. It's all good. Things even out between friends eventually.
Uhhhh, yeah. I just want to give a nod of approval to an amazing podcast that i have quickly become addicted to. "We're Alive" is an amazing radio drama about a zombie apocalypse, the first few chapters are a little slow, but once it picks, it doesn't slow down. Fantastic. I apologize to everyone who I told that I liked it before I really became hooked. I just didn't understand.
But I have a good amount of time tomorrow to study, and I don't really feel motivated today, so it is no problem. Jay has decided to call in his meal that I owe him. The cheap bastard. He doesn't recall the time that I bought Jimmy John's for everyone last semester. It's not actually a big deal, he is just shoulder surfing and compromising my security as I type. I should know better, we were just "studying" about that very thing. He has gotten me plenty of times before, though i have paid most of them back. It's all good. Things even out between friends eventually.
Uhhhh, yeah. I just want to give a nod of approval to an amazing podcast that i have quickly become addicted to. "We're Alive" is an amazing radio drama about a zombie apocalypse, the first few chapters are a little slow, but once it picks, it doesn't slow down. Fantastic. I apologize to everyone who I told that I liked it before I really became hooked. I just didn't understand.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Library Woes
This is rapidly becoming the thing I do in the Library when all my work is done. I really don't have much i want to talk about right now because I am SUPER stressed for some reason. I feel like I should be doing more work than I am, but I have two tests so I should focus on them or something and I don't want to fail I want to be awesome and my iPod cable spazed out and deleted most of the stuff on my iPod so I am having to resync everything to it right now, and I don't know how to build a resume and I need to start making one but I haven't done anything important in my life at all related to accounting and I want to be home in bed eating cereal. Hoping for a better tomorrow.
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