Odd learnings

On a happy note. I learned that women poop today. I was told this as Jacquelynn exclaimed it at me when I said she that she had just gone to the bathroom.

I still do not know what to blog about...

Stuff has happened since the last time I blogged, but...I don't know. I don't really want to blog about the pressing issues in my life right now. And since then have been taking up a lot of space, I took a break from blogging!

There are some things I do want to talk about however. Megan and I had another fight. We are still talking, however. Which is good, because she has had some things go down RIGHT after. Luckily she is okay and things are looking alrightish. Besides all the bad stuff. I don't know. This paragraph is confusing...

Okay, onto less confusing topics. Jacquelynn is on her spring break this week. Max relaxing! She sounds like she is generally enjoying her time off. Which is good. I think she needed a break. I read her to tiredness last night from the first Harry Potter. I love reading to her. It's nice to be able to put to use all the things I learned in my theatre class. Though I met did act...anyway. That's fun. We studied Latin last night as well which was quite fun. While I don't have the patience for it, I've found it interesting at times. I'm glad I have an excuse for looking at it now.

In other news, my spring break was pretty awesome. Very relaxing. Too short, but, it probably could have been a month and been too long. Since my break, I have gotten back into cubing. I am hopefully going to finally get my 4x4 down. Sam got his first cube and seems to be doing well at it. Which is awesome!!! I also got to spend a good amount of time with my mother, brother, and some with my father. I missed the all terribly. It was pretty fun spending time with my brother. He makes me laugh. While I was down there I got the go ahead from my mother to go to Michigan this summer. Which is awesome. She couldn't really stop me. But it is nice to have her blessing. My mother actually told me she wants me to go. Makes me happy. Hopefully me and Jax will sit down and plan that put soon. And I think that is it for now. Back to work for me!

Gutes Tun

So, I saw the Musical Wicked this past Saturday in Virginia Beach. It was an amazing show. I still like Spring Awakening better, BUT Wicked is most likely my second. It was just spectacular. It was so nice to see a professional cast again. I bought the sound track while I was there, a great choice. The deluxe sound track, one of my best choices ever. it came with a special CD that has 2 songs from the German cast and 2 from the Japanese cast, as well as a few other things. The German Elphaba may be the best thing that I have ever heard in my entire life. She gives me chills. I also informed Jacquelynn that while I adore her a GREAT deal, I have found my love in Idina Menzel (original Broadway actress) and must chase after her, no matter the age difference or anything else. It'll work. I am currently addicted to that soundtrack.

Also, quick side note before I move on to what i am currently doing. I am extremely happy at the moment. Just generally, I have this feeling in my chest that is just awesome. And I'm smiling most of the time. It's so nice. I'm enjoying life. Mostly thanks to one person, Jacquelynn. It's been awhile since I have felt this happy.

Okay, so, I just finished my first Warhammer 40k tutorial game. It was quite fun. If I had infinite time and money, it would be something that I would enjoy doing I feel. But I don't. So, I will just bum my games of Sam and enjoy it in small settings. Hopefully soon I will enjoy a full game! That is all for now.

Spring Break Time?

Man this week has been pretty crazy. Honestly, I just forgot that it was Thursday. Silly me. I have three tests this week. And one of them was a killer tax test. It was so long!! I was quite tired after, I was a little grumpy talking to Jacquelynn. Sorry about that, by the way. I think I did okay on it and all of my others. And now I just have one more class, with a quiz, and I am done with school for the week. I am ready for this break. Have been for awhile now. I am going to go home and relax for a few days with almost nothing that I need to do. It is going to be glorious. Not to mention that. My friend, Zach is taking me to see Wicked. So awesome.

On a much much sadder note, me and Jacquelynn finished reading The Fault in Our Stars on Tuesday night. That book made me cry. I don't mean tear up, I mean cry. It was terrible, Jax had to do a lot of the reading because I couldn't make it. Stupid cancer book. Regardless Of the fact that it made me look a bit less manly, it was an amazing book. I love it a great deal and would reccomend it to anyone. Next up we're are either reading Room or A Clockwork Orange. I am hoping for room because A clockwork orange is a very wordy book. I do want to read it a lot though, so it will be nice to have someone to help me to get through.

Speaking of Jacquelynn and awesome things (they often go hand in hand) I got a package from her! It contained a letter of many things that made me smile and such, as well as a wonderful scarf that not only looks awesome but also smells of the lovely Jacquelynn. It was a very good package. I need to get her scarf package ready soon.

I am trying to think of there is anything else I would like to blog about. I don't think so.

I am a super awesome dude

I found Sean's password in my old facebook messages.

And decided to leave him a small note here.

Because he's awesome and bought me dinner tonight, even though he's 718 miles away.

And I want to thank him for dinner, and also let him know how grateful I am for our awesome saturday evening spent eating and talking and watching supernatural and reading. And how grateful I am for the study session that is coming tomorrow.

So, thanks for being awesome, sweetie :) I owe you.


And to all Sean's readers - I'm sure you're awesome too <3


Peace, Love, and Hawaiian Pizza,
Jax

The Past

Do you ever think about what you did in the past and cringe? Or worse, have someone else thinking about the past and feel the terrible bubble of worry start to build up in your stomach. Yeah, well, happening now. I did some stupid stuff in the past. (who hasn't?) Most of the time I can chalk it up to learning and be okay with it. As long as I did actually learn something. As White-Ra said "more gg, more skill." The problem is, not everything fits into this category for a few reasons.

Okay, so despite how many reasons there are, it has to do with one person. Jacquelynn. I was pretty hurtful at times. Times where I had no right to be, times where I really shouldn't have, and times that just didn't make sense. The huge problem is that it took me a long time to realize that I was kinda being a dumbass. I knew for a long time how much I cared for this girl, but I acted like an idiot for far too long. There are a lot of things I can blame, but they are excuses really. Thankfully she hasn't written me off yet, for which I am eternally grateful. Jacquelynn has made me very happy these past few weeks. I can't exactly explain why, but this time feels different. I really like this girl.

I was honestly thinking about it as I was falling asleep last night. I am scared as well. I don't want to do anything stupid and mess this up. Again. But, as I mentioned before, it just feels different, more real maybe. So, no more huge stupid things from me for awhile. I have done my fair share over the past almost year. It's time to apply what I have learned.